I’m 22 years old, I’ve been through a world of trauma growing up, not even really knowing what happened, where I was, or even who I was with for the first couple years of life (and quite honestly I’ve never wanted to know the answer to those questions.)

I have a 2 year old son, who apparently acts so “out of the ordinary” that my mother and father in law actually believe (and not out of spite; they’ve sat down with me and had this conversation very civilly.) that the devil has a gripe on me, and my son, and uses him in ways that aren’t “for good”. I don’t know if this will make sense to literally any other person. It’s hard to fully explain. I mean, when I was 15 years old, standing in a Baptist church youth group & mid-prayer the pastor stopped to pull me away from the group to tell me he “sensed a very heavy, negative presence” with me, besides me, in church that day. I didn’t even know demons or the devil could go into church’s (I know, silly me. I was young and didn’t fully understand everything.) but the church prayed heavy over me, then my family, and then my home i lived in. Shortly after,

I stopped attending church and haven’t really ever been as devoted of a Christian as I should be. My mother & father

In law don’t even know that about me.. and hearing them remention (on more than 1 occasion) this. It just has me in my head, I’m scared for my son. I remember deeply like a living nightmare some of the things I saw as a kid, made It so hard to even sleep at night. could this even be possible?

Advice helps… how do I fix this? What can I do?

I’ve never touched a ouiji board. I’ve never even played any of the “bloody mary” games or anything like that. I was always to scared to bc I had seen things without even knowing what hell was.