My friends are always coming to me talking about they hate their boyfriends but end up getting pregnant with them multiple times or they are having their first baby with the person they proclaim to hate!!! Then there’s me I’ve been trying for 8 months since my miscarriage ovulate right on time every month!! and my cycles are regular and NOTHING F*CKING NOTHING what is it do I have to hate my boyfriend too why can’t I just conceive a baby that’s all I want right now in this moment yes my boyfriend irritates me sometimes but that’s normal couple stuff but they call their boyfriends every name but their birth names and they are fertile myrtle!! like why not me 😞😭