No longer looking for pregnancy signs during TWW

Valerie • TTC again. Mom to one 👼🏽

More of a vent! Currently 7 dpo, This month I’ve decided to not pay attention to what I think are pregnancy during my TWW last month I was wrong. I got my myself excited an thought perhaps it was my month. I felt cramps, I felt twinges, I tasted metal, I thought I had implantation blood lol. I thought about how I could tell my husband. Only to be greeted with my period. I wasn’t crying upset because I’ve been disappointed before but I was disappointed. This month I refuse to look into what I think are signs. Anyone else feel like this?