Need some advice

So me and my husband recently have been going through some hard times. I lost my job and I was sole income and we have two kids and then he decided to tell me something that he did years ago when we first got married and at that time almost divorced. But after all that we have finally worked through all the hurt feeling and things in are relationship whether new or old and worked past them well are sex life has exploded and I never enjoyed sex so much till now and I use to not like to be spanked or ruff sex but about two weeks ago my husband had me get in doggie position ass as far up in air as possible and ate my pussy spreading my cheeks and even licked my asshole never had I been licked or eaten like that before it was ruff but felt so good. When I mean ruff I mean when we got done he had blood on his nose from slightly ripping my asshole from spreading my checks to far apart. After he got done eating me I got on him reverse cowgirl and he spanked me hard while telling me how much he loved my fat wet pussy. I have not stopped thinking of that night every since. Sadly the next morning I work up to mother nature and now I can't seem to get my husband to want to fuck me like that again I need some advice.