I’m getting sick and of people looking down on me like I’m nobody. I get tired people thinking I’m weird or stupid. I’m not stupid and just because I have speech problems or don’t know answer doesn’t make me smart. It means I’m learning. I’m still learning something new everyday. And my family seem to don’t understand me anymore. Im always thinking when she going get shit together. Or she leave her husband for man? Or she crying baby?! Or lying! Why I lie about being Molested? I don’t lie about that. Just because you think I don’t like my mom ex boyfriend as teenager. It’s wasn’t that. It’s was the fact that he come in my room while I was sleeping. No it was they fact the way he look at me like was piece meat. And weak teenager. Like wtf……….. my family need see that I’m in the worst pain ever. And only reason left my ex husband he treat me like shit. I was getting beaten on. I got std from him. And stole money. I don’t left for another man. I left I was got sick tired of being where I was ready to kill myself. I’m broken 😞 why can’t my family and anyone see that. I’m going thought was hell of my time. I wish I was lock up and people leave me hospital where I can die.