This is very hard for me to open up about but I’ve been stuttering since as young as I can remember. Being in my late 20s it is very emotional for me at times. Stuttering affects my work, relationships and being around people in general. I stutter 95% of the time that I speak to anybody and it’s almost unbearable at times. I’ve gone to speech therapy twice and hasn’t helped. It’s made it worse for me I feel like. Idk what to do sometimes because I just cannot speak. I avoid work calls most of the time or anyone who calls me because it’s almost impossible for me to talk on the phone or schedule an appointment for me. Sometimes I want to quit work because I can’t properly speak at work. Sometimes I feel like I need to hire or pay someone to make phone calls for me because I just cannot do it and I hate that I can’t, its just that hard for me. How am I supposed to have children one day if I can’t even do things for myself that I can’t do for a child? Due to stuttering, I’ve realized I don’t want kids because I can’t do this and that. Stuttering has stopped me from doing so much and I’m just depressed. I have zero confidence in myself. Idk what to do anymore.