I can’t believe I’m 8 weeks pregnant tomorrow! I had a scan at 7+3 and doctor said everything looks great.

But since I have had many losses, I can’t shake the fear, even though I’m on medication that we believe fixed the problem and even though I’m not showing and signs of losing the baby.

I have nightmares every night that I’m miscarrying, that I see blood, that something bad happens. Last night was the worst. It felt like the dream lasted the whole night and I was just sobbing through the whole thing. Is anyone else experiencing this? It seems to be getting worse as the days go by instead of better. I just want to be happy about this little miracle but I wake up with my heart so heavy. ❤️‍🩹