Today I just feel like a hot mess... work, the house, the kids, work, work, woooooork 😭😭😭 I have a pretty stressful job 😫 lately things have been rough. I have a 9 year old, that acts like she is 13, I swear sometimes I feel like she's actually going through puberty. I have a 7 month old baby and he only wakes up twice during the night but my anxiety and diabetes keept me up most of the night. By the time I'm falling asleep it's around 3 or 4am and I have to get up at 6am the latest to have enough time to get shit ready. I'm tired... I'm exhausted 😩 😪 😫 I fucked up not once, not twice but 3 times at work pretty bad this past week. Today during the weekly meeting for my region, the VP of the company and HR were on the call, I literally thought I was getting written up, I didn't 😞... I want to give up... I'm exhausted... I'm heartbroken, I'm mentally and physically exhausted... I wanna be able to sleep all night long at least once without worrying about anything or anyone. Being an adult really sucks sometimes...