So not downing anyone but I’m super scared of bugs and have a huge cockroach phobia. I recently lost my last apartment after struggling with my mental health and I ended up losing my job then my car. Long story short I got evicted and had less then 30 days to find something else and I found a new remodeled apartment but they have roaches. I’m pregnant and just so disappointed. On top of just preparing for another pregnancy journey this has really broken my spirits. Any advice, kind words is needed, I feel numb. I have bpd and this hurts so bad. I only seen one but unfortunately this was a situation where I had no where else to go. Other then having my own apt and finding a work from home opportunities that only requires a 7 week commute but other then that I will be able to be home and work. That’s the plus. I’m not in a shelter so that’s good but I’m so uncomfortable. I’m scared. I have a hard time finding courage to kill any bug I’m so afraid. I know someone who recently moved in and have seen a few in her building but I’ve only seen the one as I was breaking down items I moved and separated by room. Most of my items was in bags and I can guarantee I didn’t have pest before hand. Idk how to feel I’m been working on recognizing the positive and giving myself grace but this alot.