I’m so torn. I can’t get any answers.. I’m playing the “wait and see” game with this pregnancy. I’m supposed to be 6 weeks. My hcg levels was 4808 on the 2nd when i went to the ED for spotting brown and feeling crampy. They said they should have been able to see something more than just the gestation sac.. well they said they seen 2 gestation sacs.. but empty ! . So they had me follow up with my OB, and they took a blood draw and it went up to 7259 yesterday. That was exactly 48 hrs apart. So today they did an ultrasound and they again, seen the two gestational sacs, but one stopped growing and the other grew a little more.. but still, nothing in it. I’m still having some spotting.. but nothing that screams miscarriage. But then again.. idk. She wants to see me back next week to do a follow up ultrasound where she hopes to see more.. if not, they will diagnose me with a blighted ovum and have to get a D&C.

I feel so overwhelmed. I have cried, and cried. Screamed and losing all faith in god. I just don’t Understand why this is Happening to me. I’ve had 3 healthy pregnancies, but 2 miscarriages, and then possibly another one.