I’ve just found I’m expecting 4 weeks today. So very early days and I’m just finding it so stressful. I’m not sure If the apps and forums are good thing or bad thing for me. I love seeing all the lovely posts when women find out their expecting after TTC. However with nearly every lovely post there’s a sad one or where people express they have had multiple MC or a chemical pregnancy (I’ve only just heard of the one) just feel the next 36 weeks a stress filled and worrying time. This is my second pregnancy however it’s been 14 years. So it’s feels very 1st time again. TMI but every downstairs movement has me going to loo to check I’m not bleeding (I’m going to run out of toilet paper soon). In the UK you don’t get a scan until 12 weeks, which is torture so I’m going to pay for a early scan privately, it isn’t to much and worth it.

I know I can’t be the only one who’s as anxious as me!