I'm soo damn scared. My first actual appointment is today. I had an emergency scan done to make sure it was in the right spot and they guessed I was 5 weeks. We seen a gestational sac but that was all I seen. Today I'd be about 9 1/2 weeks. I've had cramps and twinges the whole time. My biggest fear is that we have the scan done today and there is no baby. I feel pregnant, but to me, it's just my mind playing tricks. I don't feel bonded to this pregnancy because I'm so scared it's not real. I'm terrified of today. Idk what I'm gonna do if the doctor says all my fears were truth this whole time. Please send positive vibes and prayers, whatever you've got. I'm gonna need it. 6 hrs and I find out my fate.