32 weeks as of Tuesday. We will have this baby within the next 8-10 weeks, and I am getting almost terrified 😀 I have said/hoped/planned this entire pregnancy for the birth of this baby to be Pitocin- and epidural-free (open to other pain management). I still really want that to happen (obviously I know that things can change, emergent situations can arise, etc. This is definitely an “in a perfect world” case scenario) I’m just “afraid” (I really don’t know how else to say it) of the process/pain bc I have never done this before. I have my support people, I love my doctor, and I love this baby and am SO excited about meeting and having and holding him. I just really do not believe that I’m ready for the part between now and then 😅 Please offer your advice and any words of encouragement! I would greatly appreciate it!