Me and my boyfriend been together since 2014 we got engaged in 2019. So we been together for awhile! But anyways he’s up set which I’m trying to understand why 🤨 okay, so 3 weeks ago he sends some random chick money $15 Idc if it was $1 it’s the point that it’s a random chick! So he sends her money because he THOUGHT he was going to get NAKED PICTURES!! From a chick he didn’t know!! So I asked him and of course he went to lying about it, so I started laughing because the evidence is literally in plain daylight! Like there’s was no hiding it !! So I tell him “ look just tell me the Truth because if you lie things only worse. So he tells ! Yea I sent her money because I wanted naked pictures!! Okay so of course I’m hurt, like we have sex and do things a lot to keep our relationship with a spark. We do date night, movie night with our son ! We do a lot, so I’m just confused at this point. After this he’s talking to some female on instagram gave them his number to video chat but he was offshore at this point ! So 4 days ago, his phone kept going off I mean kept constantly going on, so I’m thinking” oh lord ain’t nobody but his momma”…….WRONG !! It was his messenger, he was interested in a local hookup thing ! So I’m like “ LORD PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO NOT STRANGLE THIS MAN IS HIS SLEEP……”SO I DIDN’T” I just woke him up 🙄 and he said I thought it was scam, something popped up on Facebook and he pressed it because he thought it was a scam 🤨 so I’m like it just doesn’t make since. So today we talked he mad because I’m not giving him ANY, and I’m not! “HE FEELS I SHOULD BECAUSE HE WORKS AROUND THE CLOCK AND HE BE HAVING LONG WEEKS AND THAT WHAT HE DID SHOULDN’T MATTER BECAUSE HE WORK AND KEEP THE BILLS GOING. I don’t work because my son kept getting sick in and out the hospital so I stayed home with him but he’s been doing a lot better so hopefully next year he’ll be able to go to head start and the baby will be in daycare. I’ve always worked so if it wasn’t for my son being sick and me being pregnant oh I would have been at work ! Making my own money. I’m just did disgusted right now I feel like I’m all over the place, he keeps apologizing but after so many I’m sorry’s it doesn’t become I’m sorry anymore. I’m just ugh !!!