This pregnancy is not easy..

From emotional abuse to sickness and messy sleep patterns. This pregnancy, my first, is not easy. I feel alone. I'm tired mentally and physically. I try to talk about it but it feels like I'm not heard. I just want to hear "You got this, everything will be okay". Sometimes I just feel like giving up but I can't. I thought this was the easy part😂 there's nothing easy about this. Just a mini vent since I feel I can't communicate effectively with the one who should be here most.