And my fear of death is slowly creeping in..

I know we all die in the end but what if I suddenly remember things that I had to do and it’s all too late?

What if there’s really nothing on the other side of death- or worse, I end up in hell and again.. it’s all too late!

I can transport myself in the feeling of being dead and the thought of leaving my loved ones and travelling wherever I should go all by myself, haunts me. My support system, gone. My precious memories, gone. Everything I love on earth, gone.

I’m transported to another dimension and does not know where to go. I don’t like uncertainties. I guess if the theory of really nothing on the other side is true, then what a waste of life. No reincarnation, no heaven, no hell and no spirit world? Just - emptiness.

It’s scary to think that this is the only life we ever get to have and while your loved ones will always remember you, you will not exist and remember them after you’ve gone.

I’m just blabbing what my mind wanders to with regards to death.

It’s scary… to lose everything ..