Usually before my period I get anxious and emotional. This time I had no symptoms before or during and once it ended my anxiety is at an all time high.

I've been crying all day. My daughter is right here, however I miss her so much. I miss all the memories we have made so far. she is 3 years old now. I look at her baby clothes and cry and miss her as a baby. I cry over never wanting her to leave, get hurt. I wish I could pause time . I cry because 1 day ill be gone and not here. I love her so much it hurts and I can't believe I brought her into this world. I wouldn't change it because I love her but I feel so vulnerable with having someone I love so much and i cant protect her forever..

I also am finding life in general really weird. Like how are we even here. What is the meaning of life...

I'm crying when i think of my daughter, parents, sister or partner dying.

I know I must sound crazy. But I can't shake it today. I hate feeling like this. I feel an emotional wreck