PPD and no help

I think I have PPD and I’m really struggling. I’m trying to find help and it’s just not working. I’ve called about 5 different places that take my insurance and they all aren’t accepting patients 😔 I told my OB and they gave me a pamphlet for a place that never called me back after two attempts. My sons pediatricians office is a health center that also takes adults so the maternal medicine director called me and I told her so she told me to go to their behavioral health program. I called them and they said if I’m not already a regular patient there I can’t go to the behavioral health and they can’t get me in until January. I called the lady back and she never called me back. I just don’t know what to do at this point 😔