Feeling uneasy

Hi Moms,

I’m 37 weeks pregnant, I’m so happy I’ll be able to meet my little rainbow baby soon but I’ve been feeling strange. I feel so uneasy and sad for some reason, I’ve been feeling like this for the last 3 days. I burst into tears for no reason. And I think it’s because of the person that I have to co-parent with. I know that once the baby arrives I’ll have to deal with his manipulative and narcissistic ways and I just feel so defeated already. He tried to manipulate me into letting him claim the baby for taxes when I was 6 months pregnant, like can you imagine a man worrying about that instead of his baby having a safe and healthy delivery first? he also tried to avoid buying the crib by stating that the IRS took all of his checks, he just lies so much and I hate that. He’s even bailed on doctors appointments because according to him he couldn’t leave his job because they were under staffed. He taking the joy out of me being a mother in the near future because I know deep down he will make me seem at fault for everything once the baby is here. I just really wished he wasn’t the father, I wish I could explain how childish and conniving he is. I’m also stressing about what to do when it’s time for labor because I want my mom to be with me in the delivery room with me but before I knew how insane he was I asked him to be there but I know that once he finds out that I decided to have my mom with me he’s going to make me feel like what I did was wrong and selfish.