Miscarriage

Jazmyn • 21 yrs | sahm to Jordan Javier 11/15/13 💙🎩 & Jaelyn Aaliyah (sched c section 11/19/15)💗👑
I have a 10m old baby boy who is as healthy as can be & I had a PERFECT pregnancy with him.. Today, at 5w3d pregnant I am miscarrying what would be my 2nd child & I am devastated.. I had such a beautiful 1st pregnancy.. Why is this happening to me? Idk what I've done wrong.. I want to have another baby so bad. I want my kids to be close in age but now I feel that if I try again I will just lose another baby & I've never been this hurt in my life.. Idk if I should quit or keep trying.. What if I miscarry again? When is it safe to try again? Is it ever really safe? I just don't understand why or how this could happen to me.....