I feel so defeated..
I’m not trying to sound like a crybaby but ladies, I feel so defeated. I’m not one to post my emotions or feelings bc I try dealing with them on my own, but I really could use some encouragement. My fiancé and I stopped trying for a baby a couple months ago bc of how stressful and unsuccessful each cycle was. I recently just discovered my last gyn prescribed me wrong medication for trying/irregular cycles, I was furious. I switched to a different gyn hoping this doctor will help me.
So this cycle I wasn’t planning to try bc I gave up after trying for two years with no help from doctors, but since I tried before I know when my body’s ovulating. I get sore boobs, mild cramps and ofc clear/stretchy cm. That happened this cycle COMPLETELY unexpectedly. Mind you, I haven’t had a period in three months with negative tests so I wasn’t expecting any type of fertility (tho I do know that you can ovulate without a period). I ask my fiancé if he was willing to try this cycle and he said yes so we ofc baby dance for a couple days. Two weeks go by and still… absolutely nothing. Literally and I mean literally, everyone around me is either pregnant or had their baby and here I am with no kids, wishing I had JUST ONE baby. I literally don’t care if all I have is one baby, I just want a family of my own. I’ve tried multiple prenatal vitamins, I tracked my cycles, got a bunch of different opk/pregnancy tests, I stopped smoking and drinking, I worked on eating more and healthier foods, I drank sooo much water a day, managed stress, etc. after two years of doing all of that still no luck but a chemical miscarriage. I literally feel I’m out of options and I don’t know what else to do. Please, ANY advice or tips would be much appreciated. I’m so close to deciding to not have kids at all.
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.