I was wonder with others who've gone through this, how long does it take for the terrible intrusive thoughts to finally go away? How long does it take to feel better?

I'm 15 months post partum, I thought by now I would be back to myself self but I'm still struggling with anxiety, depression and obsessive thoughts. I recieved care for it when I was 4 months pregnant, I'm miserable, it's been 2 years of feeling like crap.

Some days are ok and others are very bad. I have a good support group now.

No insurance, and bad experience with therapy and health care, I'm at a loss at this point.

When do these random terrible blimps finally go away??????