This is my second month <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a> and timing sex, but 5 months off birth control. I know everybody is going to say that isn’t long at all compared to some. But, the negative test is still just as devastating. I got pregnant my VERY first month of tracking last time and tested positive at 9 DPO.

I’m 10/11 DPO right now and just tested negative as negative can get. I was really thinking this was our month. It hurts so badly. I just want to be pregnant. I don’t know how to not let this affect me the way it is.