My relationship feels it’s never enough

Jennifer

So me and my boyfriend been together for a year and things can be bumpy but there times he makes me feel like I can never do anything right and today I was in labor and delivery since I’m 22 weeks and needed to be seen im used to telling my mom and keeping her updated but when I was waiting for my results on everything my mom kept blowing me up and asked stuff that upset my bf and got him upset at me for mentioning I was being seen but I looked it as what if I stayed there over night what if something was wrong and I didn’t mention it I’d feel bad but anyways on are way home he told me he hates that I tell my mom we going to the hospital for stuff when he rather wait for the right time so she won’t bug me a lot for info on how things are and such and after he said what he said he went to work well now that he’s home he won’t talk to me and went to see room I just hate how he does this cause this not the first time I felt down cause how he acts over my decisions on stuff like I don’t do things in ways he wants so he gets mad or something idk I just know he don’t control me he just wished I do things in ways he sees but I just feel like I’m not enough sometimes but since I’m pregnant with his baby I’m trying to push though in this relationship till baby is born and see what to do from there but I’m physically mentally wish he would love me fully for who Iam and not be in his ways to be happy most of the time with me I feel I got to change who Iam to make him fully happy 😞 he knows and I know we ain’t been the best couple but we trying to make it work but it’s getting hard sometime to