Has anyone had multiple losses before and gone on to have a successful pregnancy? I have no live kids, but multiple losses. Im young, almost 24 and feel something isnt right. I recently found out i was pregnant and was over the moon, just to start bleeding and lose it shortly after. I still have hcg level but is very low and know theres nothing i can do, besides wonder. Is there something wrong with my eggs, does something go wrong with implantation? How is it i can be pregnant one day with positive digital and the next day bleed and receive a negative urine. I was early, but this pain will remain the same everytime no matter how far. I hate knowing i actually felt positive about this one even gwtting my partner excited for us to now grieve this loss. Dr dismiss me becauseof my age and quite literally tell me to go celebrate when thats the last thing i want to do. Being a mom is in my life plan. Its what ive dreamt of since being a little girl. Is it possible to ever have a successful pregnancy with so many losses ? I feel like evrytome is robbing me more and more of having any excitement left and if and when i do have a successful pregnancy i will livein fear of all the possiblities of what could happen. Im at a point where i fear i wont even be excited the next time because ill be so anxious. Id be too scared to even use the restroom. I know so many woman who do nothing but drugs and drink, even while pregnant and have successful pregnancies and to be frank are bad moms.yet, me, someone who doesnt do any of those has had so many struggles. It makes me feel less than, that im broken and i cant do the one thing im meant to. I pray everyday. Before i found out i was pregnant this time i saw a shooting star for first time in years and felt it was a sign; today while miscarrying i saw one as well as a meteor and felt it was my baby saying goodbye. I like to believe in spirits and feel my baby is up there with my other angels and they will help me one day successfully carry and hold my baby.

What steps can i take to help prevent this doesnt keep happening. Most have been spontaneous and nothing i do causes it. Next cycle i receive a positive theyre going to check my beta and progesterone levels right away which could be why. Maybe my lining isnt thick enough is there anything i can do to help that become thicker? Dr said clomid or letrozole would be pointless bc i get pregnant they just dont stick. What will then my hormonal panel came back clear