I’ve been on BC since may of 2020 and yet I feel like that it’s helped regulate my cycles better but not with the cramps at all, well after my last period I forgot to take and but my new patch on and so that’s why I feel like that it’s pointless to take and put it on now and so that’s why I’m having mixed feeling about wanting to finish it but then at the same time don’t want to finish my birth control patches cause it’s already day 3 of my period and it would really mess me up with the schedule of putting then on and which day.

So Thursday night when my husband and I went to the store together made the comment about how Halloween is a sad time for him and then said that he wants a kid, which I was thinking ok maybe this is something that he is serious about.

So then yesterday he said that he wants kids but just not in this world and I’m thinking either you want kids or you don’t want kids at all.