Second cycle after a chemical… got my Bfp!! But I’m so so scared, chemical pregnancy and previous molar pregnancy have stolen any of my joy.

Constantly checking for blood, too scared to sneeze, poo, fart, cough…. Am I too old now? Was that a cramp? Testing too much to track progression. My partner is so cautious he will barely talk about it. God give me peace!!!! It’s just so horrible that we have to feel this way in a moment of what should be happiness.

Please tell me this is good progression 😫