WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY OR DO… FEEL?!

JUST A BACK STORY, WE’VE BEEN IN EACHOTHERS LIFE FOR 5 YEARS NOW. WE NOW HAVE A 1 YR OLD.

WE SEPARATED IN 2020 DO TO HE CHEATED, WE WORKED THROUGH IT BUT I COULDNT GET OVER THE HURT AND 1 MONTH AFTER HE CHEATED, THE GIRL CONTACTED HIM AND TOLD HIM SHE WAS PREGNANT.

IT BROKE ME EVEN MORE, BECAUSE WE HAD TRIED FOR THREE YEARS TO GET PREGNANT AND I NEVER COULD..

HE SLEPT WITH HER ONES AND BOOM.

SHE DIDNT WANT TO HAVE IT. SHE KNEW FROM DAY ONE SHE WANTED AN ABORTION.

SHE HAD THE ABORTION, AND I MOVED OUT BECAUSE HE WANTED TO BE WITH HER AND I WANTED TO MOVE ON FROM IT ALL.

ONLY TO FIND OUT I WAS 3 MONTHS PREGNANT.

HAD MY BABY, BUT HE WAS STILL ON AND OFF WITH HER.

WE STOPPED SEEING EACHOTHER IN THAT WAY FOR A WHILE, AND RECENTLY CAME BACK INTO MY LIFE.

WEVE BEEN GOOD FOR 2-3 MONTHS BUT LAST NIGHT I FOUND OUT SHES PREGNANT AGAIN, AND ONCE AGAIN SHE DOESNT KNOW WHO THE FATHER IS….

IDK WHAT TO DO, SAY, OR FEEL…..