I didn't feel like being touched today and I pulled away from him when he tried to hug me and he got extremely upset.

He says he doesn't want me here if I don't want to be with him.

We've had a very rough marriage and honestly if I was able to leave and take the kids I would. But I don't have anywhere to go close by. My parents live 2 hours away

I don't want to break up the family.

I am definitely not going to leave the kids with him for days or weeks until I find a place for us.

It really upsets me that he acts this way over not wanting a hug. I know he didn't want just a hug. He was following me around and I saw the way he was looking at me but I was just not feeling it at the moment. I just wanted to do laundry and rest before the kids got home from school.

Idk if I am having a hard time showing him i love him because maybe I don't love him or because I just don't know how to show him.

I know I definitely feel resentment for what he's done in the past.

He says he doesn't want me here if I am still resentful.

He also just went into the garage and threw stuff around from how angry he was over me not wanting to hug him.

He is in therapy and taking anger classes.

He used to be a lot more intense.