My baby shower is coming up soon. I don’t have many friends so I don’t expect many people to be there. My mom made a Facebook event an invited 200 people (we have a big family). Only 10 people have said they are coming, those include my mom, aunt, sister, and a couple cousins. No one on my boyfriends side of his family has said they were coming. It shows that everyone invited has seen the invite. I’m not wanting gifts, I could care less about those. I just want to celebrate my sweet boy coming into this world and I feel like no one really cares. My sister is due a few weeks after me and if family members don’t show up to mine and then go to hers…I’ll be so hurt. I’m scared and worried that no one will be there and it’ll hurt my heart so much. I have a huge heart and I love everyone I meet. I also suffer from severe depression, and I don’t know. I’m sorry for ranting. I don’t really have anyone to talk to about this .😢 my boyfriend doesn’t understand (he don’t want to go hisself which I understand, he don’t do big crowds and suffers from ptsd). I’m just I don’t know, I feel like I’m all alone in this pregnancy. He tries his best to be there and support me. I just want some friends. ):