My husband and I have been married for over 6 years and trying to conceive for 5 years. We’ve done multiple IVFs with no success. 3 failed transfers. Our last <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> cycle was in January 2022 and we decided to put it on the back burner for this year to heal. Now we are starting to talk about starting back up in January 2023 with our last frozen embryo and I just don’t want to. Normally I am obsessive and very anxious to continue because I want a baby so bad. But idk what it is, but this last month I was tracking my cycle with BBT and it caused so much stress on myself and when I didn’t end up pregnant, I was depressed. I think I’m just sick of the disappointment.

My husband is excited about starting up again but I just don’t feel the same. I’m tired and beaten down. Infertility took over my life for the last 5 years and I just don’t want to continue.

As much as a want a baby, I don’t think I’m strong enough to do this again. I think I’m coming to terms that I will never be a mom. I’ve always been so optimistic and hopeful. But something’s change in me.

Had this happened to anyone ?