Miscarriage 5 days after bfp

Started bleeding & clotting last night, I got multiple positives on Sunday then I retook yesterday morning when I started having pink CM & the line was getting lighter. I’ve had two miscarriages in the past then went on to have my rainbow baby. I’m crushed even though it was unplanned and a surprise, I feel selfish to be upset because I already have a angel. Is this considered a chemical pregnancy also would I count this as my period? When could I try again?

Last nights test

Sundays test