TTC after full term loss

Loss my baby boy after being induced at 39+1. We have no answers yet as it was a perfectly healthy pregnancy and unmedicated labor/delivery.

My fiancé has brought up the idea of ttc again as soon as my six weeks are up. Im 26, he is 22. I’m not opposed to it but internally I’m feeling cursed like I’m not meant to be a mom because how could I make it to the very end, just to get my baby snatched away from me. I also feel like I’m getting too old. I thought 26 was a little old to be a ftm now I’ll be 27 or older. We tried for 2 years, did fertility treatments, and loss two before we conceived him spontaneously. I think this was my final chance at motherhood.

When did you start ttc after a loss? How soon did it take you to fall pregnant again?