Lately I've just wanted to pack and go. I'm not in an abusive relationship but man do I feel ignored. Today we where both off bearly said a word bearly interacted yet in the same room. A convo would be nice. I've already brought it up and nothing really changes. A 30 min of together time would be nice I'm not asking for the whole day or to even go out. Felt so lonely I just wanted to cry. Can't just up and go because of pets and don't have enough in bank. So today after I got all sad and cried I thought wellp this ain't helping so I'll be saving being tight on My money and hopefully soon find me and my Lil ones a place. for now I'll work on getting hobbies and activities to be able to keep away from him give him his alone time (not like he will even notice me missing in the room ) this way I can just deattach and fall outa love with him I need to put me first I'm done feeling alone/being alone and yet getting I miss you/hurry home msgs Wille at work only to rush home to be ignored to watch him play on his phone. I need to re learn to be OK alone.