This is a lot of ranting, and not a lot of sense at times. My emotions wrote this faster than my brain could process soo the grammar etc is so bad😂

Also by people I mean family really

I know this might sound selfish or crazy but I’m really struggling with “sharing” my three week old. I feel so possessive. I don’t want people holding him and when he cries I want him passed back instantly so I can feed or calm him. I hate it when they try to calm him. I know everyone is doing what they think is best and trying to help but I just can’t stand it.

I don’t like it when people try and tell me what it’s wrong with him when I already know the issue and their assumptions are wrong but they keep going on.

People keep saying all I do is feed him constantly and all I can think is if it feels like that to you imagine how it feels for me!! He is tongue tied so breast feeds very frequently and my MIL keeps getting annoyed saying she doesn’t get proper cuddles. Like I take him off her on purpose??? You can literally hear his cry and see him rooting 😡. She also kissed him when we have a no kissing rule.

My mother and my MIL keep wanting to post him on Facebook to but I don’t want him on there. They ask every few days like my answer will change. I don’t really use social media myself and just want to enjoy this newborn bubble.

Am I being unreasonable with any of this… my hormones make it hard for me to tell 😭😭😭