Anyone else having a hard time mentally while trying to conceive that it’s just seeming impossible. 1 year post partum with my first and only girl. Had what I assume was a chemical in march. By the time I found out I was pregnant(Friday) each test was lighter & by Tuesday HCG <2.5. We have not been preventing but not necessarily anal about tracking. BD typically with ovulation if I test and get a peak. I ovulate really late in the window I’ve noticed. Idk I just feel like hope is just leaving me in conceding another. I know I have my one and I’m a year PP but want my kiddos close in age. It took us 18 months to get pregnant with her and I’m just worried we will struggle with future babies also or just never get pregnant. 😪