So my son is 2 years old and I had to take medication in order to ovulate. Everything went good, towards the end of my pregnancy however I had calcification of my placenta and it was restricting blood flow and not allowing Ryder to grow anymore. He was a whopping 5lbs 12oz lol and we did struggle with his blood sugar because he wouldnt latch and he almost had to go to the NICU for it. But thankfully everything improved and we all went home together.

Now we are trying for a second and I’m so down about it. We’ve tried the medication again and it’s not working so we’ve stopped using it and my dr suggested a fertility clinic. I just don’t understand why it’s not working for us this time. We can’t afford <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> or anything like that. And the problem is that I don’t ovulate on my own. My man knows how I feel and I put on a brave face but it really bothers me. I don’t really have anyone I can talk to about it other than my man. I’d go to my mom but she passed away 6 weeks before our son was born from stage 5 melanoma. I just don’t understand. Sorry for the book, I just needed to let it out😞