I’m 25 & 5’2 & I’m super overweight and I just honestly hate myself at times and it’s frustrating. I keep comparing my body to before I had started chemotherapy (2013) and now. I used to be 110lbs but after all the hard years I’ve had to deal with chemotherapy I’ve gained soooo much weight.

I had started a diet and I was at 204lbs in Oct 31st and on November 03 I was at 190lbs got stressed out, I stopped walking & eating right and freaking gained 5lbs!! I feel like I will never be skinny again if I continue to have this mentality and it’s eating me alive!

I’m sorry… I just had to let this all out..