Whats your story? How did u get thru it? Are u still in the thick of it??

Had my baby almost 6 months ago...this postpartum depression bs is just taking forever to heal.! Ive tried various treatments, got medication. My immune system has been so taxed by this Im sick every second week since I gave birth with a flu, a stomach bug, a sinus infection, mastitis, severe eczema flare ups etc I found out that the covid vaccine can heighten histamine which explains why my immune system is taking such a hit over and over. I thought it was coz of the hemmorage at the after birth... Now I dnt know what to believe. Being sick for 6months is taking a toll and Im trying to pull myself together coz xmas is coming up. I feel like Im failing at being a mom. Im just keeping my head above water. I have 3young kids, 5, 2.5 & 6mnths. Lost.