I was diagnosed about a month ago now. However I had already had 3 previous outbreaks before diagnoses. I was first diagnosed with a fungal infection but after 2 more ob i got blood tested. It’s been a roller coaster. The partner I”m currently with had his first outbreak w/ me. We’re still unsure who gave it to who since I got an ob first. He told me he did not care & accepted it. He told me his feelings did not change & that’s it’s something normal. My mom knows my diagnosis & it makes me feel bad bc she says it’s something i live with now & it’s true. I’m just afraid of the day I become pregnant that i will risk passing it to my future baby. I’m currently having and outbreak & I’m just feeling very depressed. My boyfriend tries his best to reassure me everything’s ok but it still hurts.