Emotional wreck

So I've been feeling very not ok lately. I simply don't really have a family. It's just my husband, myself, and my son. My husband works long hours at times and we have issues as well. My emotional needs are not being met. My parents are gone, my brothers really don't talk to me (which is ok bc there's alot of hurts there). I can't explain it but I'm feeling the worst way about having no1.i never expected my life to be like this family wise. I had no idea I could experience loneliness at this age. How can I change my views and process this better?