Venting

Ladies, I’m almost 13 weeks pregnant and I’ve been miserable the whole time.

I literally cannot eat anything around dinner time without getting sick afterwards. I have no energy to do a single thing. And on top of that all I got a cold from my toddler.

It’s starting to take a toll on my marriage. It’s hunting season and that seems to have take importance over everything else. A friend of his came in to town last weekend and he stayed out until 1am drinking. Now this weekend he is going out of town to go hunting with a different friend.

It seems like compromise isn’t a thing anymore. I barely get help around the house or with my toddler. It just seems like he comes and goes as he pleases. I know what I was getting myself into marrying a hunter but I thought having kids would change him a little.

There is no talking to him without it starting a fight. Like tonight he said something about how maybe I shouldn’t be pregnant anymore. Like how am I supposed to take that?

Y’all, I’m just flat out exhausted.

Thanks for reading of you made it this far 😫