I hope I’m ok to post this here, I’ve never posted before..

Quick back story, I’m 25 years old and I have a 3 year old little boy.

Me and my husband wasn’t actively trying for a baby the mindset was if it happens it happens.. and it did! We got pregnant in April this year but unfortunately I suddenly stopped feeling her move so I went off to get checked thinking she is maybe having a lazy day and with me being busy with my little boy that’s why I haven’t felt her move..

That’s my world completely changed. My baby girl had no heartbeat at my appointment. They scanned me to double check and she had indeed grown her wings and left us at 23+6 ..

So long story sort. I had my baby girl Poppy cremated and now have her back at home with us. I chose not have the full postpartum as visually she was perfect. I’ve had all the basic tests and I’m still waiting on any results from that, probably looking around Jan/Feb time next year.

So, now I’m so wanting to fill that empty feeling I have. I imagined holding a baby again and my little boy having a sibling to bond with and just growing our family. If anyone has any tips on conceiving after a loss would be helpful, I’ve had my first cycle already. So where do I even start?