Sometimes i feel I'm wrong sometimes not

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Me and my husband used to live with my in-laws till 2nd September 2022 before my relationship with them is just "not good" so i thought if me and my husband get separated from them everything gonna be good but nop after we got separated that "not so good" relationship become some type of enemy we hate eachother sometimes i feel like i did something wrong but what! I don't know i have post one more post about my mil u can find it in my profile so u can understand why i got separated... We start trying for baby as soon as we got married it took us 2 years to conceive i have mentioned in my last post my mil think i did some black magic on her son to fall in love with me that's why i don't care about what he's doing with his family i never ask him i made him clear that i have nothing to do about his family and i don't have any problem its ur family u can have good relationship with them I don't want to ruin ur relationship with ur mother bcoz i lost my mother when i was 3 and my father died when i was 13 so i know what it feels like and top of it before getting married i thought I'll have a family he's family gonna b mine too and i tried my best to setisfy them after what she did to me i said I don't want her to know about my pregnancy but my husband told her i didn't react much about it as i already said its their relationship "mother son" but deep down i feel so bad my husband told that u don't have anyone atleast she can advise us what we should do what we shouldn't but no instead she start cursing my baby using swearing words still i didn't react to it bcoz i don't want to argue with my husband so i just told him i don't want to show my baby face to her not even pictures of baby but i know he'll do that too i never let her hold my baby but what if my husband wanted her anyway should i strictly tell them no or bcoz its my child too so should just be quite and let that happen i just hate her but never show them didn't use any bad word for them but they didn't respect my dead parents they curse my unborn baby use swearing word in last 1 month my husband spend more than 1 lakh on them i didn't tell him anything but everyone knows we are having baby.. shouldn't be spending money but sometimes i feel like his her son she can use her son's money im no one to think about it.... I just don't know what should I do 😑😑 (sorry for my English)