We’ve been tg almost three years. we are in our mid 20s. this is my first serious relationship. we have been talking about marriage. but idk what it is lately, but he’s been so different. I know he’s super tired from work and is taking new medications, but I just can’t stop panicking that this is the beginning of the end for us. he doesn’t seem as excited about me anymore. im really worried. I know it starts off like this…. less romance and passion… less talking… more frustration……it’s just terrifying me because I know this heartbreak would literally crush me to pieces and I hate that i’m already starting to brace myself.

update: fuuuck. so he was gaming and I asked if he wanted to watch something and he didn’t see the text, typically in the past he’d apologize like crazy and suggest watching something tomorrow, tonight he just brushed over it lol. damn alright im fully bracing myself now.