So things are done between me and my child’s fathers on my end. On his end, he tells me he wants to be with me and he only wants me…. He forgot that he shared his location with me when we were together ( due to a lot of trust issues, I shared mine as well but turned it off shortly after) and he’s been going to the same two locations repeatedly. It’s two females… I think he likes one more than the other because he spends more time with one. It does hurt that he is dealing with other people while we were trying to work things out but why am I hurt? This is who he is, this is who he’s been. He cheated on me the entire relationship and even during my pregnancy and got another woman pregnant. I think it hurts because I always have the thought what if he treats the next person better than he ever treated me. But, he’s still dealing with others will dealing with her… so most likely he won’t change. I was good to him and I still got treated like crap so I would be shocked if another woman can change him. Him and this woman is sexually active I’m sure of it. The times of nights he’s at her house, what else could they be doing. And he’s just nasty for the last month or so I keep seeing him scratching his penis and it’s because he’s messing with dirty girls or girls that aren’t taking care of themselves and probably dealing with other men too. I’m just going to step away before I catch something I can’t get rid of. I just don’t want him around my daughter honestly because he’s just so disgusting, he can be giving oral to these girls ( I don’t know if he has but I’m just saying) and kissing on my baby. I would be pissed!! Also, I’m currently 7 weeks pregnant and he keeps telling me to abort the baby & then will turn around and say to keep the baby. I’m on an emotional roller coaster. I started a new job and need him to watch our daughter while I’m at work…. But I just don’t even want to be bothered with him I’m so disgusted and hurt. I’m cutting off all communication and going to allow my mother to communicate and arrange pick ups and drop offs. I just really want to get over this man, I’m starting to hate him.