postpartum body shame

so earlier today my sons dad and i got into an argument and he decided to go after how i look one example was “okay no ass” at the time i laughed but now i’m crying about it idk why.. it shouldn’t have made me sad it was just a comment & i love how i look but still it hurt… maybe because all over his social media he has girls with BEAUTIFUL bodies added & would sometimes heart things in the beginning of my pregnancy & also likes to say “you don’t want me to do me” when i talk about needing a break from our relationship… im just at my breaking point