My fiancé and I have experienced 3 losses together. Two early miscarriages last year and most recently our perfectly healthy son passed away about 15 minutes after he was born and we have no clue why. I was 39+1 and induced. I don’t wish this pain on anybody. He was born 10/26.

My fiancé said he had been thinking and maybe we just aren’t meant to have kids together. I had the same thought but I would have never said it out loud. But now I am wondering if maybe we aren’t meant to experience parenthood together after all. Maybe we shouldn’t try again just to lose another baby. At this point, I have no hope that I’ll ever be a mother to a living child. But are you meant to be with someone if you aren’t meant to become parents together? He is 22 and I am 26. I want nothing more than to create a family with him but as of lately I’ve been thinking it would be easier to let him go so he can have a better chance than he does with me.