I had a stillbirth at 26 weeks 4 years ago and I am currently 21 weeks with our rainbow. I have been SCARED and NERVOUS this whole pregnancy and a whole array of emotions. Everyone around me is like you shouldn’t worry because he’s healthy so that’s all that matters. True, that is what matters however my last baby was perfectly healthy too until they weren’t. I’m getting more worried now that I’m coming up on the time in pregnancy where I lost my last baby and I’m starting to get hyper focused on my body. I’m like my back hurts in a weird spot, my stomach is cramping a little more than yesterday lol it’s BAD. My fiancé can’t really understand because he’s never went through a loss or a baby before so he’s just over the moon. I just need advice from women who really know what I’m feeling to talk to.