Overwhelmed rant 🥴

I’m sorry guys. I know I’m extremely blessed but I’m also overwhelmed. I have a lot going on. I’m expecting our 7th baby in early February! He is due on my oldest’s birthday. 😬 I’m honestly kind of stressing about getting things for him with Christmas coming and then I have a January birthday also. My mom says she is putting together a baby shower for me, but she said that the last 3 babies lol. I didn’t save ANYTHING from my last baby because I thought I was done. 🤣 Anyway, we are in the midst of repairing our home. We own it now, and it’s small (3 bd 2 ba) but we needed to repair the old flooring and cabinets due to water damage. We are almost done, but still need about $400 worth of vinyl flooring 🤦‍♀️ and not including having to buy new furniture because the storage unit we put ours in, we discovered roaches had come from someone’s beside ours and infested our things. And I’m not bringing that back home! My husband assures me that we’re fine and can swing everything but it feels like so much money to me. 😩 So my dad also dropped my grandparents off with us Last Tuesday. He says he can’t watch them any longer and I feel really stressed because my papaw has dementia. He wanders off and falls and it’s just so much to deal with while being pregnant and trying to watch my kids. I don’t think that was very fair to me. I also am about to homeschool my oldest son because he is not thriving well in public school. They only keep pushing more medication and he is autistic. I don’t want to do more medication he is only 9. Anyway, thanks for letting me rant guys. ❤️ prayers!